So today was a deeper look into using spatial awareness for homebase--sound and what have you. I still don't feel like I've wrapped my brain around the "expected" "how" of it, but it sincerely feels like maybe the right approach for me. I guess we'll see as time goes on--sometimes it feels like maybe it's clicking, then doesn't seem to actually hold focus. Not even in "oops, got distracted!" sense, just not there even "in the moment". Hm!
- I appreciate that I am working extremely hard right now not to be any form of upset over missing a text from her 23 minutes ago that was about chatting tonight =) It's a good practice, probably: I've got the rational part of my brain engaged alongside the rest, and it's making valid points. I'm simultaneously working on finding the core calm if I can. Clearly, gonna take some practice... x.x
- I can improve on this by...well, keeping at it. I don't enjoy this feeling or this reaction, so finding peace with the emotion while losing the worry and stress would be really nice...!
- I appreciate that I started getting things moving around the house again. Got a decent chunk of tracksuits hung up, Beatles boxes moved into appropriate storage...all around doing all right! Down to only 20 or so artists to get hometowns for, too!
- I can improve on this by keeping some tasks moving every day, and giving myself grace on not finishing them when I fail to do so!
- I appreciate that I remembered tracksuit Friday this time, and so, apparently did a lot of other people =)
- I can improve on this by...maybe setting reminders, I guess? I dunno!
Today's Album: The Slow Crack by Steve Kilbey
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